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therefore, i am. 
♥ heymoinichinese+russian+sweedish i made this the year i turned a young age of seventeen. DISCLAIMER: i do NOT own any of the pictures i post, unless i state the fact. i obtain pictures from tumblr sites and weheartit.com |
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Monday, June 13, 2011
THE FINAL LETTER #30 LETTER #30: Your reflection in the mirror Dear Myself, the first thought in my head about you would have to be: YOU MAKE ME SICK. youre the result of a flaw and you dont put enough effort to save yourself the judgement. your brown/black/chestnut in-between hair, small nose, sharp chin teamed with a double round chin atop an unfit and overweight body - target for teasing. nothing looks good on you and you really need to get yourself on a treadmill. but what can you do? starve? wish you could, but your body just adjusts way too quickly and it would have minimal effect. you can become incredibly awkward when you get shy and you think too much. you act all the time around people to hide what you cant express, but im with you on that one because no one needs to know. not that it would make a difference anyway... stop worrying about other people and their problems and fix yourself. hurry up and get out there, make stuff happen. what happen? dreams and wishes you have never spoken about to anyone.. once again youre acting to cover the fact that youve always loved what you wanted to do, only to get the first taste now.. 10 years later. you fear failure, so you avoid trying at all. failure brings you places, lessons to be learnt, its not like it has never happened to you before. you look like a specimen of a bullied/ying victim. fix yourself. so others wont have a single reason to pick on you. but, now in society, there isnt anything you can really do to avoid being a target. get use to it.  how good does that look? ♥ moini Labels: letter, life lesson, picture, uni + (3) click here if youre super cool(:7:35 PM
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the days. click: FOLLOW ME!(: escape. facebook.♥ tumblr.♥ bebo.♥ ASPIRE Aspiring Film Maker. Media Arts and Production student. I love reading the goofs on imdb.com :) film is my language. Sci-fi. I like staying at home most of the time, not really a city goer or late-night partier. I apologise if that sounds vaguely mundane and boring to you. I like to read and just being with my guitar. I would enjoy nothing better than to sit at home with donuts, fairy bread, pizza and sushi to watch movies. Other than that, i wouldn’t mind occasional festivals and visits to the theme park. When I buy DVD's, I always get the 2 disc editions, because I love all the behind the scene footages - it amazes me everytime :) I like seeing new things and experiencing it - just for the thrill of it. But, im not great with fears so I tend to shy away from those… |