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therefore, i am. 
♥ heymoinichinese+russian+sweedish i made this the year i turned a young age of seventeen. DISCLAIMER: i do NOT own any of the pictures i post, unless i state the fact. i obtain pictures from tumblr sites and weheartit.com |
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Wednesday, March 30, 2011
LETTER #29 LETTER #29: THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT TO TELL EVERYTHING TO, BUT TOO AFRAID TO. yes guys, im going to finally finish is stupid letter challenge that i neglected for a good half a year (probably even more than that HAHA). the left over letters are haunting me to write them out, so i am. or maybe its because i have nothing to do and have no one to talk to (read: forever alone procrastination). Dear person i would tell everything to, but is to afraid to, i really wished you felt the same way whenever we talk. we are not that close, but for some reason you seem like the person i would really much like to trust, and for you to trust me back. parts of me ache when i know im not being entirely truthful about my life and blurring 80% of it so you would look past it. im afraid. im afraid you might judge me and not want to be as communicative as you are now to me anymore. i dont want to be known as the fat girl everyone picked on. i dont want you to know i have zero self-respect because of the daggers people have thrown at me. i dont want you to know the times i tried to hurt myself because i detest the way i looked and how people treated me and walked away from me because of it. i dont want you to look at me in new ways when i tell you the the things i always avoid and made excuses out of. based on my fears, i am also conscious to tell you my stories so you wont label me as a whiner or whinger to make you regret talking to me and having any associations with me. but, i want you to know. ♥ moini Labels: letter + (1) click here if youre super cool(:12:33 PM
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the days. click: FOLLOW ME!(: escape. facebook.♥ tumblr.♥ bebo.♥ ASPIRE Aspiring Film Maker. Media Arts and Production student. I love reading the goofs on imdb.com :) film is my language. Sci-fi. I like staying at home most of the time, not really a city goer or late-night partier. I apologise if that sounds vaguely mundane and boring to you. I like to read and just being with my guitar. I would enjoy nothing better than to sit at home with donuts, fairy bread, pizza and sushi to watch movies. Other than that, i wouldn’t mind occasional festivals and visits to the theme park. When I buy DVD's, I always get the 2 disc editions, because I love all the behind the scene footages - it amazes me everytime :) I like seeing new things and experiencing it - just for the thrill of it. But, im not great with fears so I tend to shy away from those… |