Saturday, September 18, 2010

SCHOOLS OUT! almost.

so we've been together for so long and now everythings coming to an abrupt end. so fast, yet legit. it feels like i have taken these times for granted and now its slipping away faster than ever imagined. we used to have 6 years ahead of us, now we only have four more days (unless everyones going to school on friday, then thats five LOL, actually no we have the picnic for the day, but we are still together, kinda - just not AT school LOL). some i will stay with and remember forever, others may unfortunately fade and become a mere transparent memory. when i think of leaving highschool, as much as i want to go uni, i will miss the daily routine of getting up early in the morning, running for the bus because of cecilias lateness (LOL), sitting in class only to anticipate lunch and recess, bus/train/bus/walk home, free bus/train passes and just having the feeling of having your friends around - the caring ones.

when we were young and carefree, our imaginations ran wild with all the possibilities of future careers and fantasies. everything seemed like nothing and every moment never had a consequence to it. now, its all about responsibilities and now our dreams are to be tested to verify reality and venture into our anticipated fantasies. yes, i feel sad, yet im quite glad to get away from ignorant and immature bullies.

i hope for the last moments of highschool, us, as a group would be able to finally participate as a WHOLE in something, even for the sake of memories (yeah, the year 12 video didnt show much participation from anyone, it was more selective of participants than being together). i really dont care if we make a fool out of ourselves at any assembly, in front of any audience, at any time. i just hope for a last chance for us to do something for people to see how far we have come and how long we have stuck together. when we do, we can appreciate the effort that made the unforgettable memories and would then all be able to look back and laugh at how carefree and young we were like we do when we reminisce our junior years. 

i have come to realise this today, when we were continuously taking snaps to capture any moment possible, with teachers and with friends - even the smallest group of friends - how much i would miss highschool and miss the friends that have flew, climbed, stumbled, fallen and strolled with me through the years. for now, lets just not think about the negatives - deal with them later. take pictures while the seconds last, find emotion as a chapter is about to close, discover the true means of friendship as the saga continues. lets throw our diamonds in the sky, we'll stay gold forever.

keep the faith.

omg i love it when bracelets are worn like this(: MARYAM! WE HAVE TO OBTAIN A STASH BEFORE WE HIT SOUNDWAVE THIS COMING FEB!!! start saving $1 aday for the tickets (Y) LOL

this boy makes me smile:) ♥


♥ moini

12:09 AM

the days.