Wednesday, July 14, 2010

LETTER #20 & LETTER #21 & LETTER #22

Dear the person who broke my heart the hardest,

I HATE YOU. i thought you could be, but youre not. maybe it felt like you broke my heart the hardest because you were my first kiss. but that will be the EVER last first times for you from me. you told me you we were official, yet you tried to hide it from others. "seeing eachother" is not an excuse to ask for unspeakable doings. in all offense, i really like to think youre nonexistant unless the subject is forced to an extent that peoples lives are at risk. not at your risk though, ofcoarse. its sweet music to my ears when they are wrapped around rumours of you getting shamedl. its a lovely feeling knowing youre suffering. after what you lied about, after all the bullshit you gave me while i tried what i could for you. thank god i didnt give you anything else, thank god i wasnt even pressured by anything you said, thank god i merely kissed you. dont go any spread your lies that i have done unspeakable things to you, because i didnt. i will never. its funny how i looked up loser, dickhead, asshole and liar in the dictionary and found your name, complete with a picture under them all.

that is all. maybe you should of taken a picture, wouldve lasted much longer. actually no, i dont my photo to burn from your desperate face. i hope i never see your face again.

P.S: when i said you were pretty alright, i was in denial.

Dear someone i judged by their first impression,

i really dont know....because usually i dont judge people by their first impressions.
however, i have chosen not to write about this because i know for a certain fact that there is going to be stupid people out there reading this and automatically assume this is about them.
sorry for the inconvenience.

♥ moini

Dear person i want to give a second chance to,

YOU WISH(: no seriously, im not forgiving, unless you have a legit reason why i should forgive you, ok maybe 10 legit reasons. seriously i wouldnt hold anything against you unless you have committed something that hurt me to an extent i desire to see you crash and burn and that i rather you be banished from the face of the earth. try, but dont try. yeah right now, you are currently nonexistant. so in the future, for reference if i want to give you a second chance, just try. it just depends on what you have done to me, so yeah(: try, unless i told you go gtfo... if i do want to give you a second chance, chances are you will get it within legitimate reason.

♥ moini

4:33 PM

the days.