♥ Seventeen Forever

yes this in only post number 90 and i did say by the end of the blog challenge it would guarantee exceed the post number of one hundred - not going to happen. yeah, i kinda got sick of it after about three attempted posts so im quite in a hurry to finish this and resume my normal rambling blogs(: well, with procrastination at its greatest i shall take a short break from the 15% english assessment and blog to you beautiful people.

in case you guys are wondering, i havnt quite started the static image for english, i now have materialised two more ideas on top of my original one and now i have no idea which one im going to use because: 1) my drawing skills kinda sucks ass unless im drawing bizarre creatures from my imagination and 2) my laptop does not feature the awesome new paint program denise has ): worst comes worst, ill draw my "symbolic" crazy monster creatures in place of war in terms of history and memory.

anyway back to what i was going to say, well the blog challenge to me felt like a relationship - at least the relationships in movies and people i know - on break because it totally made me realise how much i miss my normal blogging. as you guys can clearly see, instead of blogging a letter each day, ive actually altered it to do-what-ever-moini-feels-like because i cannot commit myself to posting everyday. LOL that means i probably wont stand for breaks neither if i were in a relationship. and thus the reason why i cannot reach the milestone of 100 posts with the blog challenge to which i said i would. FAIL. no, i just want to blog what i feel like again(: YEAH, FREE WILL.

at the beginning of today, i promised myself i would start work at one in the afternoon, because for once in my entire holidays i actually slept in pretty late. i woke up at 10am - ok, something smells like its burning, just saying - which is pretty late considering the fact that the latest i get up in the holidays is 8.30am. waking up is definitely different from getting up. so i told my self i would start work at one and i did... for the next half an hour, so then i went on tumblr for a bit untill it was two. when two came, i looked down to see that i went past by 13 minutes so i told myself, OK moini, two thirty then. this time i got off at two thirty and did work on the static image for about one hour and a half trying to put google images together for my final masterpiece. i actually felt pretty good about myself for being able to sit down for so long without being distracted. so then came four oclock and i sat around on youtube and watched the videos mazza posted on my facebook (LOL!) and thought about resuming work at four fifteen. and yes you guys probably guessed it i missed the time and i started reading/commenting on followers blogs and ive been writing up this post up untill now, which is currently 5.12pm.

OHH i cleaned out alot of useless crap from when i used to do chemistry and my shelf looks a hell of alot organised with a bonus of finding old formula sheets and past biology notes(: GO ME! was this a boring post? LOL sorry guys this is as far as procrastination takes me until i experience another epiphany of the desire to study.

speaking of study, i have noticed a really annoying habit of mine. when i get extremely stressed/anxious i start biting my nails. sigh, no more nail polish till the end of hsc): shall try and stop this from happening again. EVER. if anyone sees me doing it again, please slap my hand and tell me to CALM THE F%@# DOWN!

i have seriously have had enough of people reading something and applying it to themselves. facepalm, and then start pointless things for something they cannot back up because they cant prove that what was written was directly about them. if their friends even think its about them too, then i recommend that person to make new friends that wouldnt think that way about them.