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therefore, i am. 
♥ heymoinichinese+russian+sweedish i made this the year i turned a young age of seventeen. DISCLAIMER: i do NOT own any of the pictures i post, unless i state the fact. i obtain pictures from tumblr sites and weheartit.com |
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Monday, June 28, 2010
LETTER #5 & LETTER #6 guys, this may sound pretty pathetic LOL but, i actually started crying whilst typing up the letter to my parents and the letter to my brother. anyways letter number 5 & 6 guys!(: LETTER #5: YOUR DREAMS. umm my literal dreams? or my future dreams and hopeful goals? LOL i suppose my future dreams. ill do both(: Dear literal dreams, can you stop materialising yourself in to creepy bazaar dreams that leave me on the verge of insanity? please bring on the awesome ones where i get to jam or make out with a hot guy! LOL! that is all. any all jokes aside yerrzzzz? OK Dear Dreams, i really do hope you will come true. i beg you not to crash out on me and leave me with nothing, but a few glimpse of regret and failure. dont doubt me, from where i am now, i too am, beginning to doubt myself. beginning to doubt if i will ever achieve what i have for so long dreamt for. in front of a vast population where excitement fill the air, the line up in my hand accompanied by a microphone which magnified my voice one million times, facing the camera, where it all begins. if not, a television show host or a radio host is still fine by me. everytime i suppose i see the first star in the night, i would always wish upon the star for a break through - my dreams to come true. starlight star bright, the first star i see tonight, i wish i may i wish i might, have the wish i wish for tonight. i wish for commitment to satisfy the needed atar mark so i can achieve my dream, my break through. starlight star bright, i wish my wish will come true tonight. and dreams, i might like apologise for already beginning to fail you. i really want to reach you, and i hope you would give me the motivation i need to keep strong, to keep going. everytime i think of the possibility of achieving and following you, i feel like the world is on my shoulders and all eyes pierce my shriveled yet bursting heart. i might not have make it clear before, but when my ears are wrapped around a hint of performance, i get excited, i want it to happen. however, i constantly doubt my ability, so afraid of committing a mistake so people might look down on me. i hope for a miracle, a break through. i hope you will come true. ♥ moini LETTER #6: A STRANGER dear stranger, please dont judge me by my unappealing exterior. please get to know me before making a judgment on my looks, how i am and who i am. because chances are, you wouldnt know the slightest things about me apart from the colour of my skin. just because i may appear more heavy than the people i walk with or hang around, you dont have to crown me a fat lard, or a bitch because i "take all the cake". i hope you will see me as someone you would like to get to know and have fun with. i like to have fun and make friends. judgmental people dont see it and proceed to avoid me, and it shatters my self esteem and confidence. but, when you do get to know me, you could be my best friend. a person i have wanted in a very long time. and if you do become my best friend i hope youre not the type that would desert me for more popular people, get jealous of the smallest things i do even though its extremely insignificant, i hope you will be happy for me like i would do for you and i hope we can help each other out and not be competitive against each other, but help each other out. Labels: letter + (3) click here if youre super cool(:8:33 PM
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the days. click: FOLLOW ME!(: escape. facebook.♥ tumblr.♥ bebo.♥ ASPIRE Aspiring Film Maker. Media Arts and Production student. I love reading the goofs on imdb.com :) film is my language. Sci-fi. I like staying at home most of the time, not really a city goer or late-night partier. I apologise if that sounds vaguely mundane and boring to you. I like to read and just being with my guitar. I would enjoy nothing better than to sit at home with donuts, fairy bread, pizza and sushi to watch movies. Other than that, i wouldn’t mind occasional festivals and visits to the theme park. When I buy DVD's, I always get the 2 disc editions, because I love all the behind the scene footages - it amazes me everytime :) I like seeing new things and experiencing it - just for the thrill of it. But, im not great with fears so I tend to shy away from those… |