♥ Seventeen Forever

you drive me insane. you could sometimes be the most stupid person i would love to kick out of the house. but I love you. you can be such a mess, but so am i sometimes. you occasionally let people down, but you always have good intentions. you are a good person, even though sometimes it seems like you’re the biggest retard that exists on the face of the earth. however you need to remember, that sometimes you need to settle down. I think we’ll be closer again as we get older. i miss you, i really do. i hope you could stay home more often in stead of forgetting your family for your girlfriend. i remember how you would call me little sister instead of my name and i would call you big brother. i miss those times in primary where you would wait by the school gate after school because you always finish class earlier, forgetting your friends and held my hand to walk me home safely. and the times where you would go out on school excursions and always remember to save me half the big mac, or things you know ive never tried before, you bought for lunch just so i could have some nice food even though its completely squished and deformed in your bag. you always gave me cuddles and feelings that only big brothers had. now, it sometimes feels like you are beyond my reach, but when you come back much warmth swallows my heart. thank you for caring so much about me. thank you for always wanting to protect me. you are stubborn and you are sometimes unreasonable and your attitude and temper isnt that great, it hurts me, but i love you despite all of your flaws. youve changed a hell of a lot, i hope, for the better. i hope that all of the dreams that you still carry come true, i want you to be happy. you have a beautiful heart, thank you for loving me so much. i know you would say that you regret not being there more often when we were growing up, but we will have each other, we all do, that’s what matters. i know you of all people would probably understand me the most, thank you. Thank you for always trying to protect me.