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therefore, i am. 
♥ heymoinichinese+russian+sweedish i made this the year i turned a young age of seventeen. DISCLAIMER: i do NOT own any of the pictures i post, unless i state the fact. i obtain pictures from tumblr sites and weheartit.com |
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
ily infections. i wants band bracelets(: , well they arnt really bracelets, but those bands like thick charity bands but with band names on them. band bands? band squared! LMAO i mosh wherever i go. LOLSKIEES ily can mean a hell of alot of other things than the cliche of i love you. for example(: it can be: im like yoda im leaving you i lick something that starts with y i love yeast... infection. LAWL (JK) i have recently been out shopping with my mom and i feel sooo freaking shit after it. i feel so bad that i begin to feel fat pulsating thought out my body every single time as if lipids have replaced my blood. i shall never reveal my size, but lets just say everything i tried on made me feel fucked and frustrated. i even got angry at my mom for no reason when i walked out of change rooms. sorry mom. but yeah...  dont tell me im not fat, because i know i am. especially when someone thinner would say to me "no youre not fat, im fat" fuck you with great politeness you fake. people dont understand the hurt gone through in attempts to ignore and brush away comments. it may seem like jokes at the time, but those cutting words still does damage. right now, i seriously do not want to step out of the house with my extra baggage, i even feel awkward in my school uniform. F - M - L. when i see people losing weight or becoming beautiful, i always wonder when im going to stop stuffing my mouth and endure periods without food or even thinking about food. makes me angry. angry at the fact that i can not control myself. angry at the fact that i let myself become this way. angry at myself that im always failing to achieve what i want... ♥ moini stop being a hypocrite, why scold the smallest insignificant thing i do, when you breathe these actions with multiple times more flair. fuck you. Labels: FML, grr, picture, rant + (9) click here if youre super cool(:9:53 PM
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the days. click: FOLLOW ME!(: escape. facebook.♥ tumblr.♥ bebo.♥ ASPIRE Aspiring Film Maker. Media Arts and Production student. I love reading the goofs on imdb.com :) film is my language. Sci-fi. I like staying at home most of the time, not really a city goer or late-night partier. I apologise if that sounds vaguely mundane and boring to you. I like to read and just being with my guitar. I would enjoy nothing better than to sit at home with donuts, fairy bread, pizza and sushi to watch movies. Other than that, i wouldn’t mind occasional festivals and visits to the theme park. When I buy DVD's, I always get the 2 disc editions, because I love all the behind the scene footages - it amazes me everytime :) I like seeing new things and experiencing it - just for the thrill of it. But, im not great with fears so I tend to shy away from those… |