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therefore, i am. 
♥ heymoinichinese+russian+sweedish i made this the year i turned a young age of seventeen. DISCLAIMER: i do NOT own any of the pictures i post, unless i state the fact. i obtain pictures from tumblr sites and weheartit.com |
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Friday, November 13, 2009
♥ thoughts of deprivation hey guys! no fancy shit in this post this time.LMAO, yea well... now adays i feel like i am srsly wasting my time, which i prob am, coz it seems like i never experience the motivation to drive me to study, instead when im at school or at home before i think about study, my mind always seem to wonder to my guitar and crave to have it in my hands. all i want to do these days is to play my guitar. naughty moini, this is hsc... HSC! me and denizen had a little depressing convo in business studies today about not having the motivation to study is due to the fact that we have no miniscule speck idea of what we would like to pursue after HSC, so technically we are just cruising through hsc and trying to make the best of it. i srsly recommend our school to have career interviews..umm before we friggin have to choose our subjects for our HSC! and not near examination time, coz now like it or not, we have to stick with what we have and totally regret what we choose to be tested on, since we mindlessly tried to pick out whats best and end up having the career advisor telling you to suck shit. nyways on a happier note, ok not really, this is how depressing my life is. finding deprivations the bright side of things when i fantasise about what would really make the ideal male friend. i find it really cute and cuddly (cuddly?) for a guy to have a blog. they dont have to fully write about their personal thoughts and feelings, but just the small simple things they achieve in their everyday average lives would be enough. it just makes me feel like they are not afraid to have a blog, coz it is usually stereotyped for a girl to have them. when i read them, it also gives me an impression that they are not afraid to voice their opinions. and one thing that i really dont find attractive in a guy is if they are: wussy. i cant stand boys being the shy one, i mean they can be shy regarding certain things, but its really annoying when they cant face up to anything at all and i mean AT ALL! for example: if this guy likes or has feelings for someone, they would just totally AVOID you altogether, he says yea i will talk to her blah blah, but dont end up doing it at all. its either that or they cant do anything alone without dragging ten other people with them. YES YOU, GO ACTUALLY INTERACT, YOU DINGUS. chillax your saxs and just breathe. nyways gonna go play my guitar! yay... as for chemistry hw, i have saturday to do it.LMAO smell ya laters!(: ♥ moini Labels: deprivation, grr, love + (34) click here if youre super cool(:9:55 PM
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the days. click: FOLLOW ME!(: escape. facebook.♥ tumblr.♥ bebo.♥ ASPIRE Aspiring Film Maker. Media Arts and Production student. I love reading the goofs on imdb.com :) film is my language. Sci-fi. I like staying at home most of the time, not really a city goer or late-night partier. I apologise if that sounds vaguely mundane and boring to you. I like to read and just being with my guitar. I would enjoy nothing better than to sit at home with donuts, fairy bread, pizza and sushi to watch movies. Other than that, i wouldn’t mind occasional festivals and visits to the theme park. When I buy DVD's, I always get the 2 disc editions, because I love all the behind the scene footages - it amazes me everytime :) I like seeing new things and experiencing it - just for the thrill of it. But, im not great with fears so I tend to shy away from those… |